Its been so long since i've updated this blog... Lol. So as requested by SHERMAN, I shall update this blog.

2010 isn't really a smooth year for me... I've gained some things, but i've lost a lot more... Many events that occured this year affected me a lot. First is my A level results, then my bmt posting results, followed by my eti posting results. It has really come to the point where i've lost all confidence in myself le... Somebody please help me (although I know very well that i'm the only person who can help myself)...

Anyway, I just talk abit about my life now ba... Life sucks! Really sucks to the max... I do not have enough sleep everyday, and yet im forcing myself to not fall asleep during the day. Im really trying my best to prove myself... Im really trying very hard, but im really scared i'll disappoint people again... Everytime I see my friends' parents, i will start to feel sad cos i know that they are the lucky ones that manage to have children whom they can be proud of, but for my parents... Hiaz... And guess what, I feel like slapping myself now cos I wanted to change topic but I started to talk about such stuff again. Hiaz...

Anyway, life as a bridging engineer is damn sian. Very physically hiong ar...mentally hiong also... Damn sian. Its like we have such a wonderful bunk and toilet, but we seldom use it... Fyi, im trying to be sarcastic when i say the bunks and toilet are wonderful. Its like doorless cubicles for showering. And everytime you shower, there will be about 6 pairs of eyes looking at you, asking you to hurry up. Fun part is that there is a "mini swimming pool" at the area where the urinals are. Full of...eh...living organisms that I shall not name. Damn disgusting...

Hmm, I really hope that I do not kena any appointment in seletar camp. Lol, so much for wanting to work hard huh? I guess thats me ba... Hiaz...

Anyway, its the end of another boring post. :)

I've promised you that I'll be happy and Iwill keep my promise.